dnt publish this

Elloooo interneters. It's me again with my not so secret journal/blog. I now realize that more than one person that knows me well follows this blog so no more deep dark secrets for you. I will however keep posting cuz well i really enjoy talking at the world so yea. I don't really have anything to say today or a topic, u kno in mind so this just another rant again. Weeeeeeeellllllll. I just graduated from college!!!! (pauses for applause/cheers) yes i graduated in spite of World's many attempts at keeping me in my bed balled in a corner to drepressed to move i infact passed all of my classes completed my senior thesis and graduated. woot woot. NOW wat? I was just reading through my blog stumbled upon a post i wrote last year about moving to Cali, well that's not happening like at all. i also had a phase when i really wanted to move to Florida for  while cuz they too have sunshine, but um yea I'm not proactive enough for that so just lookin' for work locally which is exactly what i didn't want but reality sets in and you don't get be so picky so right now when people ask what i'm looking for in a job, all I require is that it pays in U.S. currency (but that's negotiable). For now I'm that senior that graduated but is still suckin on that reslife teet as a summer RA getting that free housing till they kick me out! I do nothing all day it's a real life issue, so I decided to start hittin the gym even though im tiny I am not in shape so I'm tryin to bulk up you know get some muscle in the right places, should look nice. i went to this palm reader and she told me i would be falling in love soon with a man who's name starts with a J so we're on the look out for J men. If a man waltzes up to me on the street and he's got it goin on and his name is Bob I will simply say " i'm sorry is that JaBob? if not u should keep it moving' cuz obviously palm readers know wat they're saying when they speak truth. So funny thing is the only people with J names that i've interacted with recently is the gay guy on my staff and the guy that makes the bread at cosi that always asks me for a piece of my sandwich :/ too bad the gay boy  already has a boyfriend! really sucky summer over here yall, hopefully it gets fun soon, and then i can come back and write a post worth publishing.

6/28/11